So Lost

I'm feeling so lost without G. Listening to country and I miss the simple life. I miss the life we built together. I miss my heart next to his. I miss our love. 

Hildy asked me what I'd do if I was ready and he was in a relationship. I answered that it would then be my turn to wait for him. She then asked me what I'd do if he was married. I told her I'd then spend the rest of my life loving him from afar.